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You very likely have learned something while on Earth. Some of it took place in school. The above-pictured trebuchet was built in a school by these and other students in my gifted class. Should education focus on that 3%? Should we remediate those deemed underperforming? What about those "invisible" kids in the middle of the bell-shaped curve? Let's talk about all of that. . . in depth. . . at our leisure. Join us, won't you?

My students called me Mr. C even though most of them could remember my entire name. One of them created the above image in the early 90s. I taught for 22 years after doing drywall for 15. My wife of 48 years bore 4 daughters though none of the years or the daughters were a bore. I am a lifelong learner who wishes to explore the acquisition of knowledge whether dispensed or discovered.

Cool promo shot for my band, Decades Too Late. There will be musical items on this site later. First, though, we will muse, ruminate, and cyber-converse on our shared learning experiences as fellow humans traversing this planet.

Keep scrolling down. You are almost to the new post. Pause a moment, if you have time, to admire this detail from a Decades Too Late album titled, "Old Dogs, New Licks." That very old dog is Cerberus. The artist is my pal, Auni. She's really good, huh? OK. Keep scrolling.

MISSALS TO MISSILES:
SUCH STRANGE THINGS
December 11, 2025
Hello. My name is Steve. I used to write blog entries and post them on this website.
Back then, I was simply an old man who had an occasional idea that did not die of
loneliness. Something noteworthy happened between my last post and now. A
milestone was reached. Myrna and I celebrated (and thoroughly enjoyed) 50 years
together This feat was noted by many, including our four daughters who pooled
their creative resources, and treated us to a most enjoyable celebration.
I mention this attempting to justify the dearth of blog entries that some of you,
perchance, have noticed. Though not the sole reason for the hiatus, the partying did
contribute. I can only apologize, painfully aware that reasons often sound like
excuses. Alas! When one is a blockhead, it is easy to get writer’s block. I could not
find a way to begin the blog. So, this is the beginning. The large gap of time was
not a sabbatical; it will not translate into this blog entry being especially brilliant—
the product of long, thoughtful dives into profundity. It will simply be the next
entry posted. Here goes.
About a month ago, Time magazine ran an article concerning the final season of
Stranger Things. I came late to the party but played catchup and watched the first four
seasons in short order. The series can feel derivative. The Duffer Brothers borrowed
heavily from material we are familiar with—Poltergeist, Alien, Invasion of the Body
Snatchers, works by Stephen King and Steven Spielberg; there is even a dash or two of
Stand by Me and Scooby Do—still, it all seemed more an homage than a rip off. As a
former junior high school teacher, I found that the bantering/bickering of the kids
rang true. The characters were well-drawn. Of course, they ought to be. With 40+
episodes, they had a lot of time to draw!
One of the strangest things about the show is the absence of parents. The ones
portrayed either forget they have children or are comfortable going days (and nights)
without seeing them.
Ominous-looking government agent: Ma’am, where is your son?
Mom: Mike?
Agent: Yes, Mike.
Mom: (Responds puzzled to herself) That’s strange. (To agent) Just one sec.
(Yells down the basement stairs) MIKE! Boys! Stop playing that silly old
Dungeons and Dragons. There’s a nice, mono-syllabic, grunting, blackout
bespectacled G-man waiting to interrogate you. (Silence) Mike? (Turning to
agent) Hmm. They were down there.
Agent: Ma’am. (Agent talks into sleeve and exits)
At this point, the boys (and mystery girl) have been absent for three days. They are
tired but have successfully dispatched two SUVs and a helicopter from their bicycles,
armed only with their formidable nerdy wits and a numerically named nymph (11).
For plausibility’s sake, the Duffer brothers endowed 11, implausibly, with telekinesis.
Stranger things happen in the show besides the parental indifference. That telekinetic
naif’s origin story involves a scientist whose motivations are morally questionable, and
moral ambiguity is the theme of this blog. During the past few months, I have
observed people/characters behaving in the most befuddling ways. Their actions are
condemned by some yet lauded by others. These recurring events have prompted me
to ask, “Who is the monster?” This question has been swirling around inside my
noggin till I fairly swoon. It has flooded in through various mixed media. Examples
where this monstrous behavior is exhibited include:
Stranger Things—Streaming on Netflix
Politics—Ubiquitous
Frankenstein—Mary Shelley’s novel
Frankenstein—Innumerable versions, multiple media
Humans killing humans—Various contexts
I know that we could add subcategories to that last one. Our species is predatory.
Some examples of said predation include humans killing animals, or self-esteem, or
idealism. . . even Planet Earth. But let’s save such unsavory things for another time.
Instead, let us explore the concept of a monster, which is addressed figuratively and
literally in Stranger Things and Frankenstein. Both works have creatures that one can
point to and identify as a misshapen monster. Each has a creator/manipulator whose
behavior appears monstrous, or at least, myopic. The common thread relates to
Frankenstein’s subtitle—The Modern Prometheus. It is the classic theme of playing with
fire and its dualistic nature. Controlled, it can warm us, provide light, and cook our
food. Uncontrolled, it can grow into an all-consuming conflagration.
Originally, I had intended to express, at length, my great displeasure in Guillermo del
Toro’s Netflix rendering of Shelley’s familiar tale but have pared down my critique for
brevity’s sake. Still, I loathed it so much that some bile might bubble up. To task then.
Humans are capable of exhibiting monstrous behavior. Some take to it more readily
than others; many of them flourish in the reality show that is today’s political
environment. Keep that milieu in the back of your mind.
Victor Frankenstein created a being generally dubbed a monster. As many know, it
was never given a name, referred to variously throughout Shelley’s book as: the
creature, abomination, unholy thing, devil, murderer, and, yes, monster. Its “birth” at
midnight during a tempest lasted one sentence because the how of its creation was
unimportant; it is what came afterward that mattered.
While the thing was being assembled, before it was animated, Victor viewed his
creation as beautiful. Granted, it had translucent, yellow skin, was a stitched together
slaughterhouse quilt and stretched out eight feet from toe to top—still, Daddy adored
Junior. It was akin to an art project. It was also an immortality experiment. The
scientist’s beloved mother died prematurely, and he felt cheated that Death took cuts
on Mom’s dance card. Frankenstein wasn’t mad or vainglorious. His goal was to cheat
Death, to stay his deadly hand. The sepulchral sculpture, culled from the Grim
Reaper’s harvest, was a marvel. . . as an object. However, the moment it was endowed
with life, it was a grotesquery. The creator recoiled. He ran, screaming. His “David”
was Death animated. He was repulsed by the striated muscles that strained through its
diaphanous skin, blood vessels pulsing, bringing life to what was, moments before, a
cadaver.
Frankenstein fled to his bedchamber, abandoning the newly born creature. This
proved to be a fatal mistake, one he repeated shortly thereafter. Exhausted from his
labors, he collapsed on his bed and had a fantastical dream (Chapter V). He awakened
with a start to find the creature kneeling at his bedside, hunched over, his face inches
from his creator. . .
You guessed it. Victor screamed and ran away, leaving the befuddled 8-foot-tall baby
to fend for himself. Throughout the book, there appears to be a psychic connection
between these two. Because of this, the newly-born being felt the abandonment. He
knew that his creator ignored his responsibility to him emotionally. We know that
Frankenstein shirked his duty to the scientific community and to the world—the same
world that would soon “raise” the naif, teaching it what happens to those who are
different and cannot speak for themselves. The continual atrocities borne by the
unnatural being fill it with a thirst for revenge. He murders Victor’s younger brother
and frames his nanny for the crime. He later dispatches Frankenstein’s best friend,
then, for a wedding present, gives Victor his recently murdered bride, Elizabeth.
Later, justifying all this mayhem to the man who made him, the perpetrator laments,
“I was benevolent and good; misery made me a fiend.”
True to form, the short-sighted scientist disavows his part in the monster’s evolution.
(I think we can now refer to the creation as a monster). Frankenstein is completely
ignorant of his “son’s” nature. They have lived separate lives from the birth in
Chapter V to their contentious reunion in the Alps in Chapter X. Victor’s concern
was solely corporeal; he gave the creature a brain but gave nary a thought to its mind.
He had forged something manlike but didn’t view it as a human being needing
nurturing, emotional support and parental guidance. Depriving his creation those
building blocks doomed it to be unhuman. Who, then, is the monster? Who,
ultimately, is responsible for all that death and suffering? Frankenstein did not strangle
the victims, but the hands of his creature were incapable of movement until he
animated them. That cadaverous body would not have felt the villagers’ stones and
stabs, his ears would not have heard the shrieks and insults, his mind would not have
lamented its tortured existence had his creator understood the responsibilities
assumed when one brings life into this world. It is fair to ask, Would the results have
been different for a Victoria Frankenstein, a fertile frau with children? Would the
experiment have even taken place?
[Quick critique inserted here to give us a breather before bringing this blog home…]
Mary Shelley’s tale overflows with profound questions too numerous to list and too
morally ambiguous to answer. Del Toro’s film is linear and simplistic. His creature
kills nothing save the audience’s curiosity. At one point, Victor Frankenstein turns to
the camera and says, “I am the monster,” just in case an eight-year-old was getting
popcorn while the scientist was tormenting the fettered, diaper-wearing creature. I
apologize and will henceforth refrain from further bashing Guillermo’s film.
Apparently, I am overprotective of the book, having taught it to numerous junior high
classes; and so, let us return to the monster motif.
The son shall not bear the sins of the father, nor the father for the son. This is
paraphrased Ezekiel 18:20. It sounds biblically reasonable, but was Victor the
creature’s daddy or mommy? Was it even a living human being? It was ambulatory
and able to learn, but did it have a soul? Back in the Alpine encounter in Chapter X,
an enraged Frankenstein vehemently expresses his desire to kill his monster who
points out the irony of murdering the murderer to prove that killing is wrong. Of
course, in the present day, we, as a society sanction certain instances of homicide.
We’ll skip those done “civilly” under the Justice Department, and most of those
perpetrated in the fog of war; however, recent events bring us back to the question
asked earlier, Who is the monster? Since September, members of the United States
military have been directed to atomize selected boats and everything/one on or
around them. These video game-like images have been broadcast and analyzed to
death (so to speak). We proceed then, assuming the reader’s familiarity with these
events.
On December 5th, the New York Times printed an essay by Phil Klay, a novelist who
served in the Iraq war as a Marine. He offered insight as to the purpose of these
“snuff films” and their ubiquity. Klay began his analysis with a story told by St.
Augustine. It seems a young man in Ancient Rome was cajoled into attending the
gladiatorial games. Knowing the evil deeds being done around him, he kept his eyes
tightly closed for a long time. But, when a man was felled, the crowd roared with
delight. Curiosity forced open his eyes, and “he was struck in the soul by a wound
graver than the gladiator in his body.” The blood and the savagery overwhelmed him.
“He imbibed madness, becoming a fit companion for those who had brought him,”
Augustine concluded.
It is impossible for me to summarize the former Marine’s article; I will merely pluck
out a point or two. Klay observed that today, we need not expend any energy to
imbibe cruel madness. The media is bringing the Colosseum to us. The gladiator’s
gash is replaced with a missile’s flash. The result is the same—unknown people die to
entertain a select section of the citizenry for the cynical purposes of the rulers.
Hmmm. Seems ironic to have rulers who are unable to make a measured response.
Where, then, be the monsters? Who be they and why? Who is throttling the necks,
and who directs the missiles? Shelley’s monster could secretly murder innocents
because Victor told no one of his machinations; hence, no one could act. Today,
those in power rain down death as a God-given right of their reign as did kings.
Someone must be responsible for the 85+ humans who were obliterated from above
by technology’s approximation of Zeus’ lightning bolts. Someone locked in on the
target and launched the lightning. Somebody ordered someone else to engage. A
whole bunch of somebodies elected the embodiment of their desires to carry out such
strikes. The stricken (or parts thereof) lie at the bottom of the Caribbean like limbs
unstitched from Frankenstein’s monster.
I often feel like the ancient Roman, clenching his eyes tightly, incredulously hearing
the cruel approval screeched by the lovers of spectacle for its own sake. I believe that
my eyes are open, but I stanched the bloodlust. I am not titillated by others in agony. I
know I must exit the Colosseum. Kindness has no seat there. It is enough for me to
hear the brutes bleating within that charnel house. The monstrous deeds echo
through the chambers, reverberating, deafening all to rational sounds from without.
“Are there no mirrors inside that arena?” I wonder. There obviously is no reflection
going on. The scientists of Stranger Things and Frankenstein could see monsters only
without, not within. The ruling class of Ancient Rome and Present-Day U.S.A. have
the same monstrous myopia. They create The Other, subhumans outside themselves
for the ruled to ridicule and destroy. Those of us who have taken the exit can see that
the Colosseum lies in ruins, though the roar of the crowd echoes afresh around us.
Thankfully, the din has not deafened us. The key now, I think, is for us to keep the
fog of “war” from misting up our mirror.

There were outstanding visuals in the new version of Shelley's classic tale. Sadly, for me, they did offset the butchery Guillermo did to the plot.

There was a reference in the blog to a Victoria Frankenstein and this might be her, except for the fact that we all know the monster had no name. Hmmm, is that a song by America?

Ah, Vecna! Those Duffer Brothers sure know how to mix and match cultural touchstones.

The things that must be done to keep the citizenry civilized! Those Romans definitely knew how to produce a reality show, eh?

I find this to be my contenance while trying to contenance what my government is doing in my name. It is hard to force them open, but I must to allow the facts in. Open eyes, open ears, open mind. Sounds like a decent mantra.

The Pathetic Peripatetic
The What?
The PP.
Excuse me!
I know! It's so puerile!
So what?
Puerile? From the Latin, puer, meaning child. In English, the word means silly, childlike, immature. Let's skip the pronunciation because you are reading the word. Oh, you might want to use it aloud to impress your friends or intimidate your enemies? No? You would simply like to "pronounce" it in your head if you come across it in your reading (as you just did!). [pyoorəl] There. Now, we can both say it.
With that out of the way, we can begin to explain the name of this blog. Here goes: Pathetic is used in the sense of having or being full of pathos. I am thinking of its ancient Greek meaning of feelings and emotions, not that of pity and suffering. For Peripatetic, we harken back to those Athenians again--Aristotle and his ambulating students strolling around the grounds, thinking out loud and pondering the questions of the day. Yeah, those guys. They were collectively known as the peripatetic philosophers.
I put those concepts together because we are all walking around philosophizing--trying to make sense of the world by learning things about it. It's that learning that this blog will be about. Confession: I also put those words together because they are alliterative and playing with language is fun. Yes, it is. No, it is not puerile. Puns possibly are puerile, but not alliteration. Tsk! Tsk!
With that, I beg you to read a blog or two. They will explain more than merely the title. Get your two cents ready. You will soon be sought to add your thoughts to this blog. Won't that be edifying? And fun!!
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This section of the website contains info on my band--its history, trajectory, and recordings. So far the posted music consists of three cover tunes recorded live, and four originals done in a home studio. Lyrics for my original songs are provided if you feel like singing along. Click on the title to listen, or download the ones you like. I will rotate in different songs as time allows. Thanks.
Wrote this for a second grade class during my teacher training. We were studying nutrition. The "young" singer is not a fan of the food he is made to endure.
The sole surviving protagonist is on--and later--in the Big Briny. It's a seaman's soliloquy. The song's meaning is nigh on unfathomable.
I must admit to chuckling moments ago when Myrna and I listened to this. It had been years since auditioning it, and the lyrics are so silly they could have been written by me. Oh, that's right. They were.
Yes, the emoting lead singer takes it upon himself to mispronounce the word succor. There is no rationale for this. Did I mention the emoting thing?
I get up every mornin’
Just about quarter to six
I run on down to the pantry
For my Cap’n Crunch and Trix
Then, I hear them footsteps comin’
Sneakin’ up from behind
It’s my mama sayin’ somethin’ crazy ‘bout sugar
Messin’ up my mind, well. . .
CHORUS:
That stuff they’re tryin’ to feed me
It sure is tough to chew
I got them fresh fruit heebie-jeebies
I got them four food groups blues
Later on in the evenin’
Just about supper time
I’m thinkin’ that a Snickerdoodle
Would surely taste real fine
Or maybe Skittle sundae
With a Jolt Cola float
Then I see that liver for dinner
And I shiver and I choke, well. . .
REPEAT CHORUS
My folks always tell me stories
‘Bout what they ate when they was young
‘Bout puttin’ nutritious food-stuffs
Smack dab on their tongue
Like Brussel sprouts and spinach
And boiled mustard greens
They say they ate it all their lives
No wonder they’re so mean
REPEAT CHORUS
The drive of survival has waned each day
As sun turns to dark, and blue into gray
My carrion soul encrusted with salt
Hears silence scream, “Death!”
Sees life march to halt
And as each breath becomes a chore
I think about the tale
Of gods who live beneath the sea
Watching all who sail
I stood up and cursed all those watchers of woe
Then vomited blood to augment the show
They liked it I know for I then was embraced
By watery hands which soon grasped my face
And as I’m drawn down past all life
My lungs drink of the sea
While baptized thus I know at last
The holy legacy
In delirium:
I see you walking to me
As the sun is sinking low
I feel your crimson body
And I scream, “Where did you go?”
The first time I saw you I wanted to paw you
You unleashed my alter ego
Like Jekyll and Hyde, my brain sort of fried
And then I just lost control
The next time we met I tried to forget
My overactive libido
But the nearer you got, my body got hot
And then I just lost control
CHORUS: Lately my only friend has been abject confusion
Each time I see your face that’s when I start losin’…
Control, control, you make me want to sell my soul
I’d beat up a Quaker, call a leper a faker
You make me just lose control
CHORUS: I toss and turn all night, I don’t get no heavy snoozin’
Each time I think of you, that’s when I start losin’…
Control, control, you make me want to sell my soul
I’d baptize an Arab; I’d waylay a cherub
You make me just lose control
Set down by the hands of time where future meets the past
And up on stage my life—the play, continues to be cast
There’s many scenes and many dreams the actors wax and wane
But through it all one theme resounds—it echoes and exclaims
CHORUS: It’s my music
It’s the succor
Of anyone who lets it in (2X)
Moments flow, the river knows that fluid rounds the stone
Entombed, enwombed, well-fed, long dead the people that we’ve known
All forge the chain from satin steel that’s bolted to the sky
Kindred links, a lidless blink reveals that we are Eye (I)
REPEAT CHORUS

The early footprints on this musical path were placed in the fifth grade. My parents entrusted me with a used Buescher horn passed down to Daughter Angie who made music with it throughout her public school years. The humble instrument likewise served Grandson Schyler. He plans on taking it with him to Northern Arizona University. The trombone still sounds great, proudly displaying the miles traveled.

The '63 Gibson pictured here has been with me since 1967 or so. I still played the trombone throughout high school and a bit in college, but an instrument with a spit valve is not one with which to woo women. Truth be told, such carnal pursuits were not the allure. Composing music of substance--and getting a recording contract--was the goal. Through the decades, I have been in too many bands to count. Though Decades Too Late has been around for ages, the other members have not...unless you count that Gibson.

Before computers became ubiquitous and home recording was a viable option, one saved aluminum cans and booked studio time. It wasn't until our daughters were older that the entity DTL came to life. We started as the house band at the original Dillon's and played whatever restaurant/bar/private party gigs that I could bird-dog. The halcyon days (actually evenings) involved our years-long run at Pappadeaux's. Fun fact: We played two consecutive years at the Standin' on the Corner Festival in Winslow, AZ. Can you get any bigger than that?

Starting randomly with this one-off at Desert Ridge Mall, I spy Tom, Chuck and Bobby. That backward-facing bass player subbed for that gig and the percussionist was a friend of Chuck's. We had a Traffic vibe that night. Other names that will also mean nothing to you include: Mike, Jesse, Terry, a couple of Steves, Darryl, John, Pat, Link, Michael, yet another drummer named Mike, [plus we always had mics on stage; does that count?], Michelle, Gary (two of those [both on bass]), Fred. . . and more who might be added if I remember and feel that you really need to know.

That's right! I am pursuing a duet configuration, but not with this guy, my Italian cousin Cristian Chilese. He claims that making rehearsals would entail too much travel time from Arzignano to Glendale. What a crybaby!! So, staying local, I have been working with Dave Snyder and Chip, our drum machine. Any upcoming gigs will be ostentatiously announced immediately. Until then, I will button up a few unfinished tunes and post them on the site. Blogs will continue unabated. Thanks for your interest and support.