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Why should you read this blog?

You very likely have learned something while on Earth. Some of it took place in school. The above-pictured trebuchet was built in a school by these and other students in my gifted class. Should education focus on that 3%? Should we remediate those deemed underperforming? What about those "invisible" kids in the middle of the bell-shaped curve? Let's talk about all of that. . . in depth. . . at our leisure. Join us, won't you?    

Who is this character/caricature?

My students called me Mr. C even though most of them could remember my entire name. One of them created the above image in the early 90s. I taught for 22 years after doing drywall for 15. My wife of 48 years bore 4 daughters though none of the years or the daughters were a bore. I am a lifelong learner who wishes to explore the acquisition of knowledge whether dispensed or discovered.  

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Cool promo shot for my band, Decades Too Late. There will be musical items on this site later. First, though, we will muse, ruminate, and cyber-converse on our shared learning experiences as fellow humans traversing this planet. 

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Keep scrolling down. You are almost to the new post. Pause a moment, if you have time, to admire this detail from a Decades Too Late album titled, "Old Dogs, New Licks." That very old dog is Cerberus. The artist is my pal, Auni. She's really good, huh?  OK. Keep scrolling.

Newest Post: from my brain to yours

If it lurks like a monster, and smirks like a monster. . .

 

                                              MISSALS TO MISSILES:

                                            SUCH STRANGE THINGS


December 11, 2025


Hello. My name is Steve. I used to write blog entries and post them on this website.

Back then, I was simply an old man who had an occasional idea that did not die of

loneliness. Something noteworthy happened between my last post and now. A

milestone was reached. Myrna and I celebrated (and thoroughly enjoyed) 50 years

together This feat was noted by many, including our four daughters who pooled

their creative resources, and treated us to a most enjoyable celebration.

I mention this attempting to justify the dearth of blog entries that some of you,

perchance, have noticed. Though not the sole reason for the hiatus, the partying did

contribute. I can only apologize, painfully aware that reasons often sound like

excuses. Alas! When one is a blockhead, it is easy to get writer’s block. I could not

find a way to begin the blog. So, this is the beginning. The large gap of time was

not a sabbatical; it will not translate into this blog entry being especially brilliant—

the product of long, thoughtful dives into profundity. It will simply be the next

entry posted. Here goes.


About a month ago, Time magazine ran an article concerning the final season of

Stranger Things. I came late to the party but played catchup and watched the first four

seasons in short order. The series can feel derivative. The Duffer Brothers borrowed

heavily from material we are familiar with—Poltergeist, Alien, Invasion of the Body

Snatchers, works by Stephen King and Steven Spielberg; there is even a dash or two of

Stand by Me and Scooby Do—still, it all seemed more an homage than a rip off. As a

former junior high school teacher, I found that the bantering/bickering of the kids

rang true. The characters were well-drawn. Of course, they ought to be. With 40+

episodes, they had a lot of time to draw!


One of the strangest things about the show is the absence of parents. The ones

portrayed either forget they have children or are comfortable going days (and nights)

without seeing them.


           Ominous-looking government agent: Ma’am, where is your son?

           Mom: Mike?

           Agent: Yes, Mike.

           Mom: (Responds puzzled to herself) That’s strange. (To agent) Just one sec.

           (Yells down the basement stairs) MIKE! Boys! Stop playing that silly old

           Dungeons and Dragons. There’s a nice, mono-syllabic, grunting, blackout

           bespectacled G-man waiting to interrogate you. (Silence) Mike? (Turning to

           agent) Hmm. They were down there.

           Agent: Ma’am. (Agent talks into sleeve and exits)


At this point, the boys (and mystery girl) have been absent for three days. They are

tired but have successfully dispatched two SUVs and a helicopter from their bicycles,

armed only with their formidable nerdy wits and a numerically named nymph (11).

For plausibility’s sake, the Duffer brothers endowed 11, implausibly, with telekinesis.

Stranger things happen in the show besides the parental indifference. That telekinetic

naif’s origin story involves a scientist whose motivations are morally questionable, and

moral ambiguity is the theme of this blog. During the past few months, I have

observed people/characters behaving in the most befuddling ways. Their actions are

condemned by some yet lauded by others. These recurring events have prompted me

to ask, “Who is the monster?” This question has been swirling around inside my

noggin till I fairly swoon. It has flooded in through various mixed media. Examples

where this monstrous behavior is exhibited include:


Stranger Things—Streaming on Netflix


Politics—Ubiquitous


Frankenstein—Mary Shelley’s novel


Frankenstein—Innumerable versions, multiple media


Humans killing humans—Various contexts


I know that we could add subcategories to that last one. Our species is predatory.

Some examples of said predation include humans killing animals, or self-esteem, or

idealism. . . even Planet Earth. But let’s save such unsavory things for another time.

Instead, let us explore the concept of a monster, which is addressed figuratively and

literally in Stranger Things and Frankenstein. Both works have creatures that one can

point to and identify as a misshapen monster. Each has a creator/manipulator whose

behavior appears monstrous, or at least, myopic. The common thread relates to

Frankenstein’s subtitle—The Modern Prometheus. It is the classic theme of playing with

fire and its dualistic nature. Controlled, it can warm us, provide light, and cook our

food. Uncontrolled, it can grow into an all-consuming conflagration.


Originally, I had intended to express, at length, my great displeasure in Guillermo del

Toro’s Netflix rendering of Shelley’s familiar tale but have pared down my critique for

brevity’s sake. Still, I loathed it so much that some bile might bubble up. To task then.

Humans are capable of exhibiting monstrous behavior. Some take to it more readily

than others; many of them flourish in the reality show that is today’s political

environment. Keep that milieu in the back of your mind.


Victor Frankenstein created a being generally dubbed a monster. As many know, it

was never given a name, referred to variously throughout Shelley’s book as: the

creature, abomination, unholy thing, devil, murderer, and, yes, monster. Its “birth” at

midnight during a tempest lasted one sentence because the how of its creation was

unimportant; it is what came afterward that mattered.


While the thing was being assembled, before it was animated, Victor viewed his

creation as beautiful. Granted, it had translucent, yellow skin, was a stitched together

slaughterhouse quilt and stretched out eight feet from toe to top—still, Daddy adored

Junior. It was akin to an art project. It was also an immortality experiment. The

scientist’s beloved mother died prematurely, and he felt cheated that Death took cuts

on Mom’s dance card. Frankenstein wasn’t mad or vainglorious. His goal was to cheat

Death, to stay his deadly hand. The sepulchral sculpture, culled from the Grim

Reaper’s harvest, was a marvel. . . as an object. However, the moment it was endowed

with life, it was a grotesquery. The creator recoiled. He ran, screaming. His “David”

was Death animated. He was repulsed by the striated muscles that strained through its

diaphanous skin, blood vessels pulsing, bringing life to what was, moments before, a

cadaver.


Frankenstein fled to his bedchamber, abandoning the newly born creature. This

proved to be a fatal mistake, one he repeated shortly thereafter. Exhausted from his

labors, he collapsed on his bed and had a fantastical dream (Chapter V). He awakened

with a start to find the creature kneeling at his bedside, hunched over, his face inches

from his creator. . .


You guessed it. Victor screamed and ran away, leaving the befuddled 8-foot-tall baby

to fend for himself. Throughout the book, there appears to be a psychic connection

between these two. Because of this, the newly-born being felt the abandonment. He

knew that his creator ignored his responsibility to him emotionally. We know that

Frankenstein shirked his duty to the scientific community and to the world—the same

world that would soon “raise” the naif, teaching it what happens to those who are

different and cannot speak for themselves. The continual atrocities borne by the

unnatural being fill it with a thirst for revenge. He murders Victor’s younger brother

and frames his nanny for the crime. He later dispatches Frankenstein’s best friend,

then, for a wedding present, gives Victor his recently murdered bride, Elizabeth.

Later, justifying all this mayhem to the man who made him, the perpetrator laments,

“I was benevolent and good; misery made me a fiend.”


True to form, the short-sighted scientist disavows his part in the monster’s evolution.

(I think we can now refer to the creation as a monster). Frankenstein is completely

ignorant of his “son’s” nature. They have lived separate lives from the birth in

Chapter V to their contentious reunion in the Alps in Chapter X. Victor’s concern

was solely corporeal; he gave the creature a brain but gave nary a thought to its mind.

He had forged something manlike but didn’t view it as a human being needing

nurturing, emotional support and parental guidance. Depriving his creation those

building blocks doomed it to be unhuman. Who, then, is the monster? Who,

ultimately, is responsible for all that death and suffering? Frankenstein did not strangle

the victims, but the hands of his creature were incapable of movement until he

animated them. That cadaverous body would not have felt the villagers’ stones and

stabs, his ears would not have heard the shrieks and insults, his mind would not have

lamented its tortured existence had his creator understood the responsibilities

assumed when one brings life into this world. It is fair to ask, Would the results have

been different for a Victoria Frankenstein, a fertile frau with children? Would the

experiment have even taken place?


[Quick critique inserted here to give us a breather before bringing this blog home…]

Mary Shelley’s tale overflows with profound questions too numerous to list and too

morally ambiguous to answer. Del Toro’s film is linear and simplistic. His creature

kills nothing save the audience’s curiosity. At one point, Victor Frankenstein turns to

the camera and says, “I am the monster,” just in case an eight-year-old was getting

popcorn while the scientist was tormenting the fettered, diaper-wearing creature. I

apologize and will henceforth refrain from further bashing Guillermo’s film.

Apparently, I am overprotective of the book, having taught it to numerous junior high

classes; and so, let us return to the monster motif.


The son shall not bear the sins of the father, nor the father for the son. This is

paraphrased Ezekiel 18:20. It sounds biblically reasonable, but was Victor the

creature’s daddy or mommy? Was it even a living human being? It was ambulatory

and able to learn, but did it have a soul? Back in the Alpine encounter in Chapter X,

an enraged Frankenstein vehemently expresses his desire to kill his monster who

points out the irony of murdering the murderer to prove that killing is wrong. Of

course, in the present day, we, as a society sanction certain instances of homicide.


We’ll skip those done “civilly” under the Justice Department, and most of those

perpetrated in the fog of war; however, recent events bring us back to the question

asked earlier, Who is the monster? Since September, members of the United States

military have been directed to atomize selected boats and everything/one on or

around them. These video game-like images have been broadcast and analyzed to

death (so to speak). We proceed then, assuming the reader’s familiarity with these

events.


On December 5th, the New York Times printed an essay by Phil Klay, a novelist who

served in the Iraq war as a Marine. He offered insight as to the purpose of these

“snuff films” and their ubiquity. Klay began his analysis with a story told by St.

Augustine. It seems a young man in Ancient Rome was cajoled into attending the

gladiatorial games. Knowing the evil deeds being done around him, he kept his eyes

tightly closed for a long time. But, when a man was felled, the crowd roared with

delight. Curiosity forced open his eyes, and “he was struck in the soul by a wound

graver than the gladiator in his body.” The blood and the savagery overwhelmed him.

“He imbibed madness, becoming a fit companion for those who had brought him,”

Augustine concluded.


It is impossible for me to summarize the former Marine’s article; I will merely pluck

out a point or two. Klay observed that today, we need not expend any energy to

imbibe cruel madness. The media is bringing the Colosseum to us. The gladiator’s

gash is replaced with a missile’s flash. The result is the same—unknown people die to

entertain a select section of the citizenry for the cynical purposes of the rulers.

Hmmm. Seems ironic to have rulers who are unable to make a measured response.


Where, then, be the monsters? Who be they and why? Who is throttling the necks,

and who directs the missiles? Shelley’s monster could secretly murder innocents

because Victor told no one of his machinations; hence, no one could act. Today,

those in power rain down death as a God-given right of their reign as did kings.


Someone must be responsible for the 85+ humans who were obliterated from above

by technology’s approximation of Zeus’ lightning bolts. Someone locked in on the

target and launched the lightning. Somebody ordered someone else to engage. A

whole bunch of somebodies elected the embodiment of their desires to carry out such

strikes. The stricken (or parts thereof) lie at the bottom of the Caribbean like limbs

unstitched from Frankenstein’s monster.


I often feel like the ancient Roman, clenching his eyes tightly, incredulously hearing

the cruel approval screeched by the lovers of spectacle for its own sake. I believe that

my eyes are open, but I stanched the bloodlust. I am not titillated by others in agony. I

know I must exit the Colosseum. Kindness has no seat there. It is enough for me to

hear the brutes bleating within that charnel house. The monstrous deeds echo

through the chambers, reverberating, deafening all to rational sounds from without.

“Are there no mirrors inside that arena?” I wonder. There obviously is no reflection

going on. The scientists of Stranger Things and Frankenstein could see monsters only

without, not within. The ruling class of Ancient Rome and Present-Day U.S.A. have

the same monstrous myopia. They create The Other, subhumans outside themselves

for the ruled to ridicule and destroy. Those of us who have taken the exit can see that

the Colosseum lies in ruins, though the roar of the crowd echoes afresh around us.

Thankfully, the din has not deafened us. The key now, I think, is for us to keep the

fog of “war” from misting up our mirror.

Related images to the newest post

Del Toro tinkered with the wrong torso

There were outstanding visuals in the new version of Shelley's classic tale. Sadly, for me, they did offset the butchery Guillermo did to the plot. 

 

Gratuitous graphic

There was a reference in the blog to a Victoria Frankenstein and this might be her, except for the fact that we all know the monster had no name. Hmmm, is that a song by America?  

Creature of the Black Lagoon meets Dr. Octopus

Ah, Vecna! Those Duffer Brothers sure know how to mix and match cultural touchstones. 

Having thumb fun in the Colosseum

The things that must be done to keep the citizenry civilized! Those Romans definitely knew how to produce a reality show, eh?

The eyes have it

The eyes have it

I  find this to be my contenance while trying to contenance what my government is doing in my name. It is hard to force them open, but I must to allow the facts in. Open eyes, open ears, open mind. Sounds like a decent mantra.

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The Pathetic Peripatetic


The What? 


The PP. 


Excuse me! 


I know! It's so puerile!


So what?


Puerile? From the Latin, puer, meaning child. In English, the word means silly, childlike, immature. Let's skip the pronunciation because you are reading the word. Oh, you might want to use it aloud to impress your friends or intimidate your enemies? No? You would simply like to "pronounce" it in your head if you come across it in your reading (as you just did!). [pyoorəl] There. Now, we can both say it. 

With that out of the way, we can begin to explain the name of this blog. Here goes: Pathetic is used in the sense of having or being full of pathos. I am thinking of its ancient Greek meaning of feelings and emotions, not that of pity and suffering. For Peripatetic, we harken back to those Athenians again--Aristotle and his ambulating students strolling around the grounds, thinking out loud and pondering the questions of the day. Yeah, those guys. They were collectively known as the peripatetic philosophers. 


I put those concepts together because we are all walking around philosophizing--trying to make sense of the world by learning things about it. It's that learning that this blog will be about. Confession: I also put those words together because they are alliterative and playing with language is fun. Yes, it is. No, it is not puerile. Puns possibly are puerile, but not alliteration. Tsk! Tsk! 

With that, I beg you to read a blog or two. They will explain more than merely the title. Get your two cents ready. You will soon be sought to add your thoughts to this blog. Won't that be edifying? And fun!!  


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music: decades too late

Get the skinny on our FAT sound!

This section of the website contains info on my band--its history, trajectory, and recordings. So far the posted music consists of three cover tunes recorded live, and four originals done in a home studio. Lyrics for my original songs are provided if you feel like singing along. Click on the title to listen, or download the ones you like. I will rotate in different songs as time allows. Thanks. 

original and cover tunes: Crank it up!!!

Johnny B. Goode (mp3)Download
I Saw Her Standing There (mp3)Download
Moondance (mp3)Download
the Four Food Groups Blues (Original) (mp3)Download
AYESEA (Original) (mp3)Download
Lose Control (Original) (mp3)Download
It's My Music (Original) (mp3)Download

notes on the originals

Four Food Groups Blues

Four Food Groups Blues

Four Food Groups Blues

Wrote this for a second grade class during my teacher training. We were studying nutrition. The "young" singer is not a fan of the food he is made to endure. 

AYESEA

Four Food Groups Blues

Four Food Groups Blues

 The sole surviving protagonist is on--and later--in the Big Briny. It's a seaman's soliloquy. The song's  meaning is nigh on unfathomable.    

Lose Control

It's My Music

It's My Music

I must admit to chuckling moments ago when Myrna and I listened to this. It had been years since auditioning it, and the lyrics are so silly they could have been written by me. Oh, that's right. They were.

It's My Music

It's My Music

It's My Music

Yes, the emoting lead singer takes it upon himself to mispronounce the word succor. There is no rationale for this. Did I mention the emoting thing? 

lyrics

Four Food Groups Blues

  I get up every mornin’

Just about quarter to six

I run on down to the pantry

For my Cap’n Crunch and Trix

Then, I hear them footsteps comin’

Sneakin’ up from behind

It’s my mama sayin’ somethin’ crazy ‘bout sugar

Messin’ up my mind, well. . .


CHORUS:

That stuff they’re tryin’ to feed me

It sure is tough to chew

I got them fresh fruit heebie-jeebies

I got them four food groups blues


Later on in the evenin’

Just about supper time 

I’m thinkin’ that a Snickerdoodle 

Would surely taste real fine

Or maybe Skittle sundae

With a Jolt Cola float

Then I see that liver for dinner

And I shiver and I choke, well. . .


REPEAT CHORUS


My folks always tell me stories

‘Bout what they ate when they was young

‘Bout puttin’ nutritious food-stuffs

Smack dab on their tongue

Like Brussel sprouts and spinach 

And boiled mustard greens

They say they ate it all their lives

No wonder they’re so mean


REPEAT CHORUS

AYESEA

The drive of survival has waned each day

As sun turns to dark, and blue into gray

My carrion soul encrusted with salt

Hears silence scream, “Death!”

Sees life march to halt

And as each breath becomes a chore

I think about the tale

Of gods who live beneath the sea

Watching all who sail


I stood up and cursed all those watchers of woe

Then vomited blood to augment the show

They liked it I know for I then was embraced

By watery hands which soon grasped my face

And as I’m drawn down past all life

My lungs drink of the sea

While baptized thus I know at last

The holy legacy


In delirium: 

I see you walking to me

As the sun is sinking low

I feel your crimson body

And I scream, “Where did you go?”

Lose Control

The first time I saw you I wanted to paw you

You unleashed my alter ego

Like Jekyll and Hyde, my brain sort of fried

And then I just lost control


The next time we met I tried to forget

My overactive libido

But the nearer you got, my body got hot

And then I just lost control


CHORUS: Lately my only friend has been abject confusion

Each time I see your face that’s when I start losin’…


Control, control, you make me want to sell my soul

I’d beat up a Quaker, call a leper a faker

You make me just lose control


CHORUS: I toss and turn all night, I don’t get no heavy snoozin’

Each time I think of you, that’s when I start losin’…


Control, control, you make me want to sell my soul

I’d baptize an Arab; I’d waylay a cherub

You make me just lose control

It's My Music

Set down by the hands of time where future meets the past

And up on stage my life—the play, continues to be cast

There’s many scenes and many dreams the actors wax and wane

But through it all one theme resounds—it echoes and exclaims


CHORUS: It’s my music

It’s the succor

Of anyone who lets it in (2X)


Moments flow, the river knows that fluid rounds the stone

Entombed, enwombed, well-fed, long dead the people that we’ve known

All forge the chain from satin steel that’s bolted to the sky

Kindred links, a lidless blink reveals that we are Eye (I)


REPEAT CHORUS

chilese's musical journey

Trombone: The brassy beginning

The early footprints on this musical path were placed in the fifth grade. My parents entrusted me with a used Buescher horn passed down to Daughter Angie who made music with it throughout her public school years. The humble instrument likewise served Grandson Schyler. He plans on taking it with him to Northern Arizona University. The trombone still sounds great, proudly displaying the miles traveled.  

Then came the British Invasion

The '63 Gibson pictured here has been with me since 1967 or so. I still played the trombone throughout high school and a bit in college, but an instrument with a spit valve is not one with which to woo women. Truth be told, such carnal pursuits were not the allure. Composing music of substance--and getting a recording contract--was the goal. Through the decades, I have been in too many bands to count. Though Decades Too Late has been around for ages, the other members have not...unless you count that Gibson.

Child-rearing and some recording

Personnel: First names only [Witless Protection]

Before computers became ubiquitous and home recording was a viable option, one saved aluminum cans and booked studio time. It wasn't until our daughters were older that the entity DTL came to life. We started as the house band at the original Dillon's and played whatever restaurant/bar/private party gigs that I could bird-dog. The halcyon days (actually evenings) involved our years-long run at Pappadeaux's. Fun fact: We played two consecutive years at the Standin' on the Corner Festival in Winslow, AZ. Can you get any bigger than that?

Personnel: First names only [Witless Protection]

Personnel: First names only [Witless Protection]

Personnel: First names only [Witless Protection]

Starting randomly with this one-off at Desert Ridge Mall, I spy Tom, Chuck and Bobby. That backward-facing bass player subbed for that gig and the percussionist was a friend of Chuck's. We had a Traffic vibe that night. Other names that will also mean nothing to you include: Mike, Jesse, Terry, a couple of Steves, Darryl, John, Pat, Link, Michael, yet another drummer named Mike, [plus we always had mics on stage; does that count?], Michelle, Gary (two of those [both on bass]), Fred. . . and more who might be added if I remember and feel that you really need to know.

Presently

Personnel: First names only [Witless Protection]

Presently

That's right! I am pursuing a duet configuration, but not with this guy, my Italian cousin Cristian Chilese. He claims that making rehearsals would entail too much travel time from Arzignano to Glendale. What a crybaby!! So, staying local, I have been working with Dave Snyder and Chip, our drum machine. Any upcoming gigs will be ostentatiously announced immediately. Until then, I will button up a few unfinished tunes and post them on the site. Blogs will continue unabated. Thanks for your interest and support.

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